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Friday, July 28, 2006

A Drop of Blue

Parashat Devarim

This Shabbat is Shabbat Hazon - the Shabbat before Tisha B'Av. Shabbat Hazon means Shabbat of Vision. The metaphor is, look to the future. Don't mourn the destruction of the Temples, mourn the cause. See a Positive Future in which the Temple Stands.
Devarim is the first portion in the Book of Deuterotony, the 5th book of Torah. Keter, Chochmah, Binah, Zeir Anpin, Malchut.
Devarim means "words". The sense for the month of Av which starts the Book of Devarim is Hearing, and the inner meaning of the entire book is words.
Parashat Devarim begins with an aleph, not a vav, as does Parashat Massey, the last portion in Numbers. Av begins with an aleph too.
These are the words of Moses - the beginning of his goodbye speech, as it were, to B'nei Yisrael before his upcoming death.

"These are the words that Moses spoke to all Israel on the east bank of the Jordan, in the desert [and] in the Aravah, near Suf, in the vicinity of Paran, Tofel, Lavan, Chatzeroth and Di Zahav. Eleh hadevarim asher diber Moshe el-kol-Yisra'el be'ever haYarden bamidbar ba'Aravah mol Suf beyn-Paran uveyn-Tofel veLavan vaChatserot veDi Zahav."

Moshe starts with a summary of the travels and wars of B'nei Yisrael. In the literal narrative, Moshe is relating the story of the battle for the Northern Boundary of Eretz Yisrael.

The Sages - Rabbi Shimon and the Ari - teach about the source of the evil amongst nations.

Without dogma I present the spiritual esoteric data.
As Slartibartfast once said. "Great Things Are Afoot".

The Haftorah of Devarim
Haftarah: Isaiah 1:1 - 1:27
is even more eerie when placed in conjunction with current events. It is a mathematical equation.
I'm not going all fundamentalist here. The Literal Interpretation of Torah exists on another level.
With this Parashat we enter the energy of Malchut. And we have to go through the Death of Moses again. Everything is circular. I think that's why I'm having this craving for eggs.
Always always always there is opportunity for change.
Heck - I really believed Bush and Blair for a few moments there.

Now we are in a period of hearing the words.
hmmm
Fascinating.
Studying helps me to get a grip. I do not believe that any one way is the right way. All the ways exist for a reason. The Dalai Lama taught me that.

Candlelighting 8:01, minus 4.

'they say that anger is just love disappointed'
'we shall overcome'

Shabbat Shalom

Bush-Blair Meeting

President Bush and Prime Minister Tony Blair just had a meeting to discuss the crisis in the Middle East.
The UK is the only ally to have emerged.
Now it is the US, the UK, and Israel.
Dubbleu basically said Peace through War.
Blair said it more eloquently with an English accent.
Dubblu pronounced the word nuclear correctly.

While the meeting was going on, attacks from both sides continued, and civilian casualties are mounting.

The Eagles have a line in one of their songs:
'they say that anger is just love disappointed'

Yes it is.

Blog for Peace Fizzled

I deleted the Blog for Peace. No takers.
Everybody is too busy.
Nobody has the time.
Whatever.

You can't have a majority of one in the physical plane.

This ain't no joke, what is going on in the World of War.

I'll take my own personal stand.

for

Peace

That's about all I can do. I thought it was a brilliant idea. Nobody else did. People didn't even have the courtesy to respond no to me.
Betcha tho
they wouldn't hesitate to call if the rockets were falling on their heads.

Remember what has happened in History when a group calls for total domination and ethnic cleansing.

Not peace.


Thursday, July 27, 2006

Amalek

Today the News Media is starting to turn global public opinion against Israel.

Guess these are the 'structions condeereecee left.

Many are saying this is the beginning of WWIII. Many are saying this is The Apocolypse. Many are saying, 'this doesn't affect me'. The Extremist Organizations are saying that they will not stop fighting until the Nation of Islam controls everything from Spain to Iraq. The Battle for Jerusalem.

I don't know what to say.

I don't believe in war, but a war is.

And when any nation is saying that they want another nation wiped off the face of the earth, that's not good.

I'm at war myself. Internal war. Difficult to attach to that inner peace of the tet. So much chaos. Inner and outer. My soul aches and my brain is frying.

So many young men dying. My generation had the Viet Nam War. We lost our young men. Lots of them. So many wars. So much death. So much blood spilled.

When young men die
A piece of the consciousness of youth
dies.

I'm trying to start a joint Blog for Peace.
http://drops-of-blue.blogspot.com/
Anybody who believes in the consciousness of Peace can post.
If we get enough eloquent posts, we can submit it to CNN and other public media. They're all looking for pertinent blogs. If you would like to participate, leave me a comment.

This is a blog to send thoughts of love and peace into the world, not a forum for politics or religion. There have to be some eccentric existential esoteric eloquent peaceniks somewhere in bloggerdom.

Nobody I've emailed will respond. Nobody reads my blogs. I'm stabbing in the dark here.
One candle can light up the whole world.
So
I'm gonna go down fighting if I have to. See? Sometimes you've got to fight. Complacency doesn't work.

My personal life is all messed up. I need somebody to help me to clarify where I am with my financial problems. I can't get any answers. The lawyer situation is even worse than the doctor situation - it is so sub sub sub specialized that the client suffers. I need an underhanded lawyer. Really. I do.

I'm sick of being alone in this sick twisted world. It is beginning to wear on me.

Remember Amalek.
They're sneaking in behind.
We always forget to remember
At some point, it ain't gonna matter.

Oy to Av.
\\ //

I saw the crescent moon in the sky tonight, so Av is officially here for me.

I've just got to get a grip. Most probably the grip won't come until after the 9th of Av. No matter how much I fight it, that mourning energy seems to be in my cells. I wonder if it is a genetic disposition?

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

The Letter Tet





The letter tet is the 9th letter of the Hebrew aleph bet, gematria 9. Tet is the letter for the month of Menachem Av - Leo.

Tet is one of the 7 letters in the aleph bet which receive the 'tagin' crown.


The Letter Kaf

The Month of Menachem Av - Leo

Today is 1 Av, 5766.
Av is called 'Menachem Av'. Av means father, and menachem means comforter or consoler.
Av is one of two months who have a prefix - the other month is Scorpio, Cheshvan, which is called 'Mar Cheshvan'. Av is spelled aleph bet - the first 2 letters of the alephbet, gematria 3.


Av is the 5th month of the hebrew calender. As we move forward in the calender, it must be understood that what came before is a part of the new month, and the month itself is a preparation for what is to come. The Now is the Midpoint between 2 Extremes. Nothing stands alone.

The letter for the month of Menachem Av is the letter Tet, 9th letter of the aleph bet, gematria 9. The sign is aryeh - the lion.

Av - Leo is ruled by the sun. The letter for the sun is the letter kaf, 11th letter of the aleph bet, gematria 20. Menachem Av - Leo is left column, fire , of the fire signs. Left column is feminine energy, and - pole. The gematria of aryeh is 216, which is also the gematria of gevurah - left column - red - might, strength, judgement. The energy itself is fire x 3. The waters of life flow from Binah. Gevurah from Binah is unsweetened. To sweeten the gevurah the yesod of chochmah (chochmah - av- the father) needs to be illuminated by malchut of binah.
When fire and water are mixed you get steam. Another form. Paradox and synchronicity at the same time.

The letter tet has the shape of an open vessel with an inward point. The esoteric explanation for Tet is that the energy is one of openness to the inner. What is concealed must be dealt with.
It is the shape of the letter which defines it. We are all vessels. Now is the time to connect with the inner, with the concealed, and to bring it forth in the form of light and peace, not chaos and destruction.

As I study and write the post, I cannot help but be totally aware of the current crisis in Israel and the Middle East. Things are getting worse and worse. I said in my post for Tammuz - Cancer, which begins the period called'the three weeks' which have bred negative and disasterous resuts throught the history of the Jewish peoples, that when the negative is what is concentrated upon, negative results will prevail. We are already dealing with the negative - pole. Left column energy in the form of fire with the fierceness and intensity of the lion is being thrust down upon us, the open vessels.
It is only by looking inward, both within ourselves and in a quantum sense, that we can reveal our inner light.
The metaphor is that of great amounts of light being revealed by connection to the concealed.
It is the same concept as the schechinah being in exile - what does being in exile mean? It means concealed. So, the basis of the energy during this time is that of concealment. Inwardness. Or pinimi - inner light.
That darn paradox again - only through darkness can light be revealed.
The letter gives us the opportunity to connect to the peace that is always within, although it may be concealed it is accessable , and send that peace outwards.
Still has to happen in the global consciousness. Hasn't happened yet.

In Judaism, the 9th of Av is the most negative day in the hebrew calendar. It is the day that both the First and Second Temples were destroyed in Jerusalem. Kabbalah teaches that the temples still exist in the supernal, but in order for that amount of spiritual energy to be made manifest upon the Earth again humankind needs to reach the consciousness of mashiach. Some believe that Mashiach is a person. Some believe that it is a consciousness. Whatever the belief system, it is an energy of peace and completion where all wrongs will finally be righted.
9 Av is a Major fast day . There are 5 no's.
No drinking, no eating, no washing, no leather, no sex.
The days leading up to the 9th of Av are days to connect to the mourning for the loss of the Temples .
On the 9th {just to point it out - see the simple gematria in play here? tet is the 9th letter, an open vessel pointing inward - we are being given the ability to connect to the energy in a positive sense, see?}
the Book of Lamentations is read. Last year I lamented. Put myself out of commission for quite a while doing that. Whoa boys. Don't tell me to lament . I know how to do that. And i can do it very very well. This year I will fast, but I'm not doing Lamentations. Nopers.
Anyway
back to the teachings.
As the day the 9th of Av contains the most negative incident, it also hold the power to give birth to mashiach. Darkness and light again.

Nothing good is going to happen with the crisis in the Middle East for a while. Right now the news is saying that the conflict will go on for weeks more. The issue of the UN's anti-semitic attitude is also being mentioned. I found out about that during Davos - The UN gave a bound agenda to all the participants in Davos and there was a piece about sanctions and boyotts to Israel. The UN said it was a mistake. History is rewriting itself again.

I can't help but make the connection - it is staring me right in the face.

The 1st of Av, today, is the death anniversary of Aaron HaKohan. The 5th of Av, Hei B'Av, is the death anniversary of Rabbi Yitzach Luria, the Ari. { In kabbalah the death anniversaries of the great Tzaddiks are observed because it is taught that when a Tzaddick leaves this world he reveals all his light.} The 9th of Av, Tisha B'Av, is the fast and lamenting day. The 15th of Av- Tu B' Av is a kabbalistic valentine's day - the day one should connect with one's soulmate. Actually, energetically, it is the day when the balance between the Sun - physical manifestation of Menacham Av - and the Full Moon are both in full power, and a natural balance exists between the energies contained in the planetary bodies. There's also a biblical metaphor about Moses and Joshua - Moses is the Sun and Joshua is the Moon. That's another esoteric explanation when they want to completely disregard the feminine energy.

Connecting to the energy of the letter in a state of meditation helps to calm me.
These times are Full of Fire - The Wrath of the Feminine Strength -
But it doesn't have to be that way. It just has been that way for a long time and whilst humanity adapts so easily to chaos, peace is always seen as a 'future' situation.

I don't want there to be a WWIII. Lot of fire and hatred is manifested in the physical. What is happening is that we are being given the opportunity to replace hatred with peace, to convert the energy of fire into the purest of light - the energy of peace, love and respect, apprection and human dignity. But we like to use that fire to breed chaos. Paradox. Not paradox.

The controller for Av is the left kidney, the sense is hearing and the Tribe is Shimon.

Ariel Sharon is Almost Dead - his kidneys are failing.

We begin Deuterotomy - Devarim - the 5th of the 5 books of Moses with this first Shabbat in Av.
The number 5
is very much in play
but that's another midrash.

May the concealed peace within become revealed for each and every one of us and for all the worlds.

Chodesh Tov Menachem Av

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Hydrocarbon Lakes on Saturn's moon Titan

Original Caption Released with Image:
The Cassini spacecraft, using its radar system, has discovered very strong evidence for hydrocarbon lakes on Titan. Dark patches, which resemble terrestrial lakes, seem to be sprinkled all over the high latitudes surrounding Titan's north pole.


From:
http://spaceweather.com/

Monday, July 24, 2006

Another notch on the belt for the negative of the three weeks.

One cannot know how much of the news reporting to believe. Now the US of A has to get involved as a World Power.

Destruction runs rampant and once again the basis of the crisis is hatred for no reason.

What can be said?

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Breaking News

Ariel Sharon's kidneys are failing and there is no brain activity on the EEG.

ya just gotta
hmmmm

In the meantime

The extremist forces in the Middle East are starting to say that they intend to finish the job that Hitler started and the final location will be the Battle for Jerusalem.

oy.

Friday, July 21, 2006

A Never Ending Search for the Center

Today's headlines say that the Israeli troups are gathering at the Lebanon border to start a ground offensive. They are the best army in the world.

Oy.

History in the making.

Here are a couple of news stories I found quite interesting.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/5192410.stm


Ancient humans 'followed rains'
By Helen Briggs Science reporter, BBC News

The Eastern Sahara covers an area the size of Western Europe
Prehistoric humans roamed the world's largest desert for some 5,000 years, archaeologists have revealed.

The Eastern Sahara of Egypt, Sudan, Libya and Chad was home to nomadic people who followed rains that turned the desert into grassland.

When the landscape dried up about 7,000 years ago, there was a mass exodus to the Nile and other parts of Africa.

The close link between human settlement and climate has lessons for today, researchers report in Science.

"Even modern day conflicts such as Dafur are caused by environmental degradation as it has been in the past," Dr Stefan Kropelin of the University of Cologne, Germany, told the BBC News website.

"The basic struggle for food, water and pasture is still a big problem in the Sahara zone. This process started thousands of years ago and has a long tradition."

Jigsaw puzzle

The Eastern Sahara, which covers more than 2 million sq km, an area the size of Western Europe, is now almost uninhabited by people or animals, providing a unique window into the past.

The settlers left their mark with art

Dr Kropelin and colleague Dr Rudolph Kuper pieced together the 10,000-year jigsaw of human migration and settlement; studying more than 100 archaeological sites over the course of 30 years.

In the largest study of its kind, they built up a detailed picture of human evolution in the world's largest desert. They found that far from the inhospitable climate of today, the area was once semi-humid.

Between about 14,000 and 13,000 years ago, the area was very dry. But a drastic switch in environmental conditions some 10,500 years ago brought rain and monsoon-like conditions.
Nomadic human settlers moved in from the south, taking up residence beside rivers and lakes.

They were hunter-gatherers at first, living off plants and wild game.

Eventually they became more settled, domesticating cattle for the first time, and making intricate pottery.

Neolithic farmers

Humid conditions prevailed until about 6,000 years ago, when the Sahara abruptly dried out. There was then a gradual exodus of people to the Nile Valley and other parts of the African continent.

"The Nile Valley was almost devoid of settlement until about exactly the time that the Egyptian Sahara was so dry people could not live there anymore," Dr Kropelin told the BBC News website.

"People preferred to live on savannah land. Only when this wasn't possible they migrated towards southern Sudan and the Nile.

"They brought all their know-how to the rest of the continent - the domestication of cattle was invented in the Sahara in the humid phase and was then slowly pushed over the rest of Africa.
"This Neolithic way of life, which still is a way of life in a sense; preservation of food for the dry season and many other such cultural elements, was introduced to central and southern Africa from the Sahara."

'Motor of evolution'

Dr Kuper said the distribution of people and languages, which is so politically important today, has its roots in the desiccation of the Sahara.

The switch in environmental conditions acted as a "motor of Africa's evolution," he said.

"It happened during these 5,000 years of the savannah that people changed from hunter-gathers to cattle keepers," he said.

"This important step in human history has been made for the first time in the African Sahara."

https://www3.nationalgeographic.com/genographic/

Remember the National Geographic Genographic Projects which, using the Y marker, shows that all humans descended from a common male ancestor in Africa 60,000 years ago.
Even war is just a seeking to know who and why we are.
the big qustion mark.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/5196362.stm

Tut's gem hints at space impact

Thing of beauty: Tutankhamun's Pectoral with desert glass scarab

Tutankhamun's gem
In 1996 in the Egyptian Museum in Cairo, Italian mineralogist Vincenzo de Michele spotted an unusual yellow-green gem in the middle of one of Tutankhamun's necklaces.

The jewel was tested and found to be glass, but intriguingly it is older than the earliest Egyptian civilisation.

Working with Egyptian geologist Aly Barakat, they traced its origins to unexplained chunks of glass found scattered in the sand in a remote region of the Sahara Desert.

But the glass is itself a scientific enigma. How did it get to be there and who or what made it?
Thursday's BBC Horizon programme reports an extraordinary new theory linking Tutankhamun's gem with a meteor.

Sky of fire

An Austrian astrochemist Christian Koeberl had established that the glass had been formed at a temperature so hot that there could be only one known cause: a meteorite impacting with Earth. And yet there were no signs of an impact crater, even in satellite images.

American geophysicist John Wasson is another scientist interested in the origins of the glass. He suggested a solution that came directly from the forests of Siberia.

"When the thought came to me that it required a hot sky, I thought immediately of the Tunguska event," he tells Horizon.

In 1908, a massive explosion flattened 80 million trees in Tunguska, Siberia.

Although there was no sign of a meteorite impact, scientists now think an extraterrestrial object of some kind must have exploded above Tunguska. Wasson wondered if a similar aerial burst could have produced enough heat to turn the ground to glass in the Egyptian desert.

Jupiter clue

The first atomic bomb detonation, at the Trinity site in New Mexico in 1945, created a thin layer of glass on the sand. But the area of glass in the Egyptian desert is vastly bigger.
Whatever happened in Egypt must have been much more powerful than an atomic bomb.

A natural airburst of that magnitude was unheard of until, in 1994, scientists watched as comet Shoemaker-Levy collided with Jupiter. It exploded in the Jovian atmosphere, and the Hubble telescope recorded the largest incandescent fireball ever witnessed rising over Jupiter's horizon.

Mark Boslough, who specialises in modelling large impacts on supercomputers, created a simulation of a similar impact on Earth.

The simulation revealed that an impactor could indeed generate a blistering atmospheric fireball, creating surface temperatures of 1,800C, and leaving behind a field of glass.

"What I want to emphasise is that it is hugely bigger in energy than the atomic tests," says Boslough. "Ten thousand times more powerful."

Defence lessons

The more fragile the incoming object, the more likely these airborne explosions are to happen.

In Southeast Asia, John Wasson has unearthed the remains of an event 800,000 years ago that was even more powerful and damaging than the one in the Egyptian desert; one which produced multiple fireballs and left glass over three hundred thousand square miles, with no sign of a crater.

"Within this region, certainly all of the humans would have been killed. There would be no hope for anything to survive," he says.

According to Boslough and Wasson, events similar to Tunguska could happen as frequently as every 100 years, and the effect of even a small airburst would be comparable to many Hiroshima bombs.

Attempting to blow up an incoming asteroid, Hollywood style, could well make things worse by increasing the number of devastating airbursts.

"There are hundreds of times more of these smaller asteroids than there are the big ones the astronomers track," says Mark Boslough. "There will be another impact on the earth. It's just a matter of when."

Horizon: Tutunkhamen's Fireball, made by production company TV6 is on BBC Two at 2100 BST on Thursday, 20 July.

Space Weather News for July 21, 2006
http://spaceweather.com
Yesterday on the sun, a magnetic filament snapped. The resulting explosion hurled a CME into space and sent beautiful waves of energy surging through the sun's atmosphere. Although the CME is not heading directly for Earth, the outskirts of the cloud might brush against Earth's magnetic field on July 23rd, causing a mild geomagnetic storm.
Visit http://spaceweather.com/ to view movies of the eruption and for updates about the approaching CME.

.....
Everything is interconnected. The cause effects the cause effect the effect affects the cause.
.....
This week's Torah Portion is
Parashat Matot-Maseiפרשת מטות־מסעי . Lots of vows and wars in these portions.
Candlelighting 8:05, minus 3.


Shabbat Shalom

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Time to Take Sides

When a student studies the discipline of yoga they learn to diffuse their vision, sometimes called softening the gaze. The allows the body and the mind to come together. When vision is diffused nothing is clear. Everything has a soft glow surrounding it - shapes and colours intertwine - one dimension is replaced with another.

When the Schechinah is in exile we are in a permanent state of diffused vision, and it is with our free choice that we see.

It is time to take sides. I side with Israel.

Although I've never been a soldier I've fought many personal battles. In fact, I still am.
I just cannot be apathetic and complacent. Politics aside. I gotta side with Israel.

No matter what happens, we cannot allow another Hitler.

Remember Amalek.

The Human Consciousness easily adapts to Chaos

The human consciousness easily adapts to chaos.
As the strife between Israel and Lebanon continues, the world consciousness becomes more complacent. In this country most people are in acceptance mode. Oh well. It will go on for a while. It doesn't affect me. I'm not speaking of any one particular group, just a general consciousness.

The War Reporters are doing their thing, reporting. We have Cooper Anderson from CNN who rose to fame by not keeping his mouth shut about the disaster that befell New Orleans and to this day has not been rectified. Cooper Anderson is in Israel now. Fox News Network has Shepard Smith, and MSNBC has Tucker Carlson. All these reporters speak with amazement at the conditions under which the Israelis live. They say, can you imagine if this happened in New York or LA or Chicago. What people don't realize is that this isn't anything new. The Middle East has existed under the cloud of conflict forever. Another thing all the anchors are speaking of is the competency with which the Israeli soldiers deal with the constant bombing. It is all choreographed and carried out with the utmost aplomb. During this time of technology when war is on TV, it is hard to diferentiate the energy of that from the energy of reality shows.


This is ' the three weeks'........

ontogeny recapitulates philogeny
we're riding head on into the nano singularity.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Energy Signatures

Whilst we wind wildly
through ions of cataclysmic consequences
the artists and the poets
present the distinction between dark and light
using the depth of all emotion
spaceless
timeless.
.....


Poem for the Day

Poetry is good for the soul.

"The Creation of the Night Sky"
by Nicholas Christopher

Behind the rising curtains of mist
a small man in a long coat is riding a bicycle
along a cliff: though he can't reach
the pedals, he keeps licking up speed.
Breakers are crashing on the reefs.
A firl wearing goat bells on her ankles turns cartsheels.
In a stone building in bare cells
naked old men are sipping tea through straws.

If there is a city in heaven,
if there is a heaven, one of them thinks,
imagine the marble: brilliantly speckled,
with swirls of silver glittering
against a depthless black.
If there is music - as there must be -
it is played on pianos clear as ice,
tinkling across space, never reaching a human ear.

At high tide the plants swell and the sand
darkens from below, like a bruise.
On the horizon umbrella-shaped clouds are opening
Then the rain comes: dark lines on a diagnal, lightly smudged
A bicycle without a rider is negotiating
the winding trail down the mountain.
And in the silen expansive as the seafloor
the stars light up, singly at first, then all at once, blazing.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Darkness and Light

Kabbalah teaches that it is only through darkness that light is revealed.
The constant paradox.

A period of darkness . That fits the current global situation of war.

Myself, as one of the myriad {{ there cannot be a concept of the myriad without the concept of the one, nor can there be the concept of the one without the concept of the myriad; And it takes both concepts of one and many to bring forth the concept of the nothing; Zero}} I smell death.

What does one do when the smell of death is running rampant?

One eats.

This is a piece of my peace

\\ //

Where are those Blue Enceladusians Now?

Friday, July 14, 2006

Crisis in the Middle East

Fire, fear and thoughts of ultimate destruction have manifested.

The bombs and missles are engaged.
Haifa is on the Mediterannean. Beruit is on the Mediterannean.

The energy of destruction breeds destruction.
All politics aside, the energy of war and hatred is feeding upon itself. That's what happens.

There is no thought in the Middle East of Stopping War. There are only thoughts of making war.

Can't be.

This week's Torah portion is Parashat Pinchas. Pinchas murdered a Moabite woman and the Israelite who was copulating with her by thrusting his spear through both of them. The Divine Presence gave Pinchas and all of his descendants the covenant of peace :

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Therefore, tell him that I have given him My covenant of peace.

Lachen emor hineni noten lo et-briti shalom.

The word shalom = peace, in the Torah scroll is written with a broken vav. In the sephirot, the vav of the tetragrammaton represents the six sephirot of Zeir Anpin - Chesed, Gevurah, Tiferet, Netzach, Hod and Yesod. The broken vav is subject to long dissertation.

Also in this Parashat the Daughters of Tzeafchad are named and given their just inheritance. The Daughters of Tzelafchad are Machlah, No'ah, Chaglah, Milkah and Tirtzah.

The esoteric metaphor here is that a feminine energy of strength is being planted.
It is all about the feminine energy. The schechinah, who is the daughter of Binah is in exile.
Binah is left column energy. Left column is fire - the root of desire and passion and also the root of destruction. The feminine holds within herself both these attributes. We're getting dosed with Left column energy. Whether we make use of that energy by using it to plant desire and passion for peace or for destruction is up to us.

In his comment on the 17th of Tammuz post, Will mentioned that history repeats itself.
Yes it does. And it is.

My solar plexis is in a knot.

When I saw Haifa in flames on CNN last night, my brain couldn't wrap itself around the fact that this was not an episode of Stargate SG-1. This is real.

Nothing will change unless we initiate change. That's the metaphor of Pinchas. He took action.
The consciousness of war is running rampent upon the planet.
Do we have the desire to change that?

Candelighting 8:08, minus 1.

Shabbat Shalom
Peace

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Moon Photos

This is the Full Moon last night


This is the Secret Sphere - perhaps New Moon Revealed as Full by Water Spout - taken from the 2nd floor balcony in Seaside Park, NJ on June 24. What was revealed here?
Good photos. The Secret Sphere photo was colourized by me to bring out the visual that the Unknown Sphere is definitely behind the water vapour.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

The 17th of Tammuz - For Informational Purposes

The 17th of Tammuz (Thursday) is the beginning of what are called ' the negative three weeks' in the Hebrew calendar.

It was during this period that a myriad of disasters befell upon the Jewish people.
I am trying to view it from a different perspective. To keep on viewing it as negative, and to mourn is a paradox. What is necessary to move forward and through this period of intense energy, which is neither positive or negative, it just is, is to transmute that which has happened in a past - a past which is an effect of a causality.
In the quantum world of 11 dimensional space which has nothing to do with time, the continuum in which everything exists at all times; in the myriad of wonder of parallel universes, alternate dimensions and time travel holding on to the negative effect of the causality doesn't make sense. In the realm of the other dimensions, the cause for the events which cause the Jewish People to name this time period as the negative three weeks might be a cause that happens in the future. The simple act of holding on makes it a truth unto itself, reverberating throughout the causality. The train rolling down the tracks with no brakes, no reverse, no twists or turns.

In terms of the letters which contain energy, tav, the last letter of the aleph bet, rules the moon. The 17th of Tammuz is a Full Moon. Tammuz - Cancer is the month of water of water, left column energy, the energy of Binah. The Schechinah is in exile. The tides are the highest at this particular full moon than at any other time during the year. If we start with the hei, the letter for the first month of Nissan, then vav, the letter for the second month, then zayin, the letter for the 3rd month, then chet, which is a combination in form of the vav and the zayin, but also a connected hei, and tav is a dalet with an upside down vav, a synchronistic form becomes revealed. The gematria hei 5 + vav 6 + zayin 7 + chet 8 = 26, which is the gematria for the tetragrammaton, the 4 letter name of the Divine. The 4 letters relate to the four worlds and the sephirot of chochmah, binah, Zeir Anpin and Malchut. Interesting. And that's just the simple gematria. During these three weeks one is not supposed to meditate upon the tetragrammation.
Instead, the gematria of substituting the preceeding letter is used, so the letters of the tetragrammaton, yud -- hei -- vav--hei become tet--dalet--hei--dalet , 9+4+5+4=22, the number of letters in the aleph bet excluding the final soffits. In the form of gematria in which each letter is the number of its place in the aleph bet, tav, the last letter, the ruler of the moon is 22. Just in the simple numbers there is synchronicity.
I don't want to be told that the energy is negative and that I need to mourn for past events for 3 weeks.
I'm not ignoring this energy, because it is definitely manifest. Religion teaches it through dogma and fear. Here is a little hard data.


Synopsis from
http://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/jsource/Judaism/tammuz.html

The 17th day in the Jewish month of Tammuz, Jews the world over fast and lament to commemorate the many calamities that have befallen our people on this ominous day.
The purpose of such fasts in the Jewish calendar is, according to Rabbi Eliyahu Kitov's Book of Our Heritage, "to awaken hearts towards repentance through recalling our forefathers' misdeeds; misdeeds which led to calamities..."
A Historic Day of Calamity
Going all the way back to Biblical times,
Moses descended Mount Sinai on this day and, upon seeing the Golden Calf broke the first set of Tablets carrying the Ten Commandments (Shemot 32:19, Mishna Taanit 28b).

In the First Temple Era: The priests in the First Temple stopped offering the daily sacrifice on this day (Taanit 28b) due to the shortage of sheep during the siege and the next year 3184 (5186 BCE), the walls of Jerusalem were breached after many months of siege by Nebuchadnezzar and his Babylonian forces.

During the period of Roman persecution an idol was placed in the holy sanctuary of the Temple (Melachim II 21:7,Taanit 28b), and the heathen Apostomos, captain of the occupation forces, publicly burned the Torah (Taanit 28b) - both acts considered open blasphemy and desecration. These were followed by Titus and Rome breaching the walls of Jerusalem in 3760 (70 CE) and Pope Gregory IX ordering the confiscation of all manuscripts of the Talmud in 4999 (1239).

In later years this day continued to be a dark one for Jews. In 1391, more than 4,000 Jews were killed in Toledo and Jaen, Spain and in 4319 (1559) the Jewish Quarter of Prague was burned and looted.

The Kovno ghetto was liquidated on this day in 5704 (1944) and in 5730 (1970) Libya ordered the confiscation of Jewish property.

Other interesting occurrences on this day include Noach sending out the first dove to see if the Flood waters had receded, (Bereishit 8:8) in 1650 (2100 BCE); Moshe Rabbeinu destroying the golden calf, (Shemot 32:20, Seder Olam 6, Taanit 30b - Rashi) and then ascending back up Har Sinai for the second time where he spent the next forty days pleading for forgiveness for the sin of the golden calf, (Shemot 33:11, Rashi).

From wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seventeenth_of_Tammuz
Seventeenth of Tammuz (שבעה עשר בתמוז Hebrew: Shiva Assar BeTammuz) is the seventeenth day on the Hebrew month of Tammuz. It is a half-day (dawn to dusk) fast in Judaism.

Background
The Mishnah (Taanit 4:6) lists five calamities that befell the Jewish people on this date:

Moses broke the two tablets of stone on Mount Sinai;

The daily korban tamid ceased to be brought during the Siege of Jerusalem, as no more sacrificial animals were available;

The walls of Jerusalem were breached, which proceeded to the destruction of the Second Temple;

Prior to the Bar Kokhba's revolt, Roman military leader Apostamos burned a Torah scroll;

An idol was erected in the Second Temple.

Place among the fasts
It is the second in the Four Fasts commemorating the destruction of the Temple and the Jewish Exile. It is preceded by the fast of Tenth of Tevet seven months earlier, begins the three weeks before full-day fast of the Ninth of Av. The last of the four fasts is the Fast of Gedalia immediately following Rosh Hashanah.

Bein hametzarim
The three weeks between the Seventeenth of Tamuz and the Ninth of Av are in themselves known as the Three Weeks, also known as bein hametzarim ("between the straits"), of a mounting sense of mourning for Jerusalem's and the Temples' destructions.

The Three Weeks
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The Three Weeks are days of mourning commemorating the destruction of the Temple in Jerusalem within Judaism. Jewish law forbids taking a haircut or shaving or listening to music during this time. No Jewish marriages are allowed during these three weeks because that would involve too much joy at a time when Jews are traditionally supposed to mourn for the destruction of their ancient temples.
The three weeks start on the seventeenth day of the Jewish month of Tammuz — the Seventeenth of Tammuz — and end on the ninth day of the Jewish month of Av — on Tisha B'Av. Both of those days are fast days.
Nine days prior to Tisha B'Av are The Nine Days of more intense mourning. During this time, animal meat is not eaten (fish is permitted), wine is not consumed, freshly laundered clothes are not worn and, under Ashkenazi custom, warm baths are not taken. Sephardic tradition adheres to the latter of these observances, regarding garments and bathing, starting the Sunday before Tisha B'Av and dispenses of them on years when the fast falls on Sunday.
Many congregations refrain from meat until the day after the fast.

That's the general data. I don't do the 17th of Tammuz fast, although I do the 9th of Av fast.
It is the start of a major energy shift during which everything is vulernable.

During my college years, my favourite line was from "The Seagull", a play by Anton Chekov, a Russian. " I am in mourning for my life".
We need to shake off this shite. Take responsibility for our place in the cosmos.
I'm not just impoverished intellegensia, I'm impoverished existential intellegensia. LOL :P

In whatever way, ya gotta do what ya gotta do.

By the way, did I mention that Bruce Springsteen didn't play the stage when I saw him up in Jersey?

Nothing is constant, everything is constant.
Nothing is change, everything is change.
We are nothing, we are everything.
The planet blooms forth.
The 8th sephirot counting upwards from Malchut is Binah. The waters of life flow from Binah.
Everything is connected.

Shalom.

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Monday, July 10, 2006

Building Collapse in Manhattan

Oy.
A building collapse on a Monday morning during rush hour no less is a commuter's hell.
Oy.
What intrigues me are the different presentations of the story.

There's no place like New York City.
I left there for many reasons, but the energy of New York only exists there.
Manhattan is an island. In order to get on to the island you have to cross either bridges or tunnels. I did that for 15 (fifteen) years. Building collapses in Manhattan are also part of my past consciousness because I worked in the construction industry for those 15 commuting years.
At least it wasn't in Midtown - Upper East Side.
Therefore, anything that happens in New York City which involves working there interests me.
And I Do Love New York.

BBC first :
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/5165724.stm

Building collapses in Manhattan
A three-storey building on Manhattan's Upper East Side has collapsed after what witnesses said was a huge blast.

New York's fire commissioner said he believed a gas explosion had caused the collapse early on Monday morning.

Fire officials were seen trying to dig someone out of the rubble of the building, which is said to house a doctor's surgery and a beauty salon.

Smoke rose high above the building, located between Park and Madison Avenues, local media reported.

Hundreds of firefighters were on the scene shortly after the fire was reported at 0840 local time (1240 GMT).

Fire Department spokesman Jim Long said they were trying to rescue someone from the debris.
Television then showed rescuers taking the person away on a stretcher.

Two people were reported to have been taken to hospital.

'Boom'

Yaakov Kermaier, who lives next door, told the Associated Press news agency that he heard a "deafening boom. I saw the whole building explode in front of me."

Thad Milonas, who was operating a coffee cart across from the building, told AP the ground shook and the building came down.
"In a few seconds, finished. The whole building collapsed," he said.

The White House said the collapse did not appear to be connected to terrorism.

A power company, Con Edison, said they were on the scene at a building next door, responding to a report from a gas customer when the blast occurred, AP reported.

CBS News :

Thunderous Blast Rips NYC Building
Explosion Levels Three-Story Building On East Side
NEW YORK, July 10, 2006

Quote
"This could have been an even worse disaster than it already is."
Fire Commissioner Nicholas Scoppetta

(CBS/AP) A four-story building housing doctors' offices collapsed and burned in an apparent gas explosion Monday after what witnesses described as a thunderous explosion that rocked the neighborhood just off Madison Avenue. There was a previous report that one person was confirmed dead, but CBS station WCBS-TV reports that there are as of now no fatalities.

Authorities said the apparent cause was a gas explosion, possibly triggered by a suicidal doctor who lived in the building and was going through a difficult divorce. At least 11 people were injured, including five civilians and six firefighters, the Fire Department said.

The doctor, 66-year-old Nicholas Bartha, was pulled from the rubble after talking to authorities on his phone from the wreckage, fire chief Nicholas Scoppetta said. "This could have been an even worse disaster than it already is," Scoppetta said. A police official told The Associated Press that the lawyer for the doctor's wife contacted police recently and said that she had received an e-mail from him in which he indicated he was contemplating suicide.

Authorities believe that the explosion may be related to a suicide attempt involving gas, the police official said, speaking on condition of anonymity because the investigation is ongoing. "We're still investigating that, talking about the potential for suicide. So that's a distinct possibility," Scoppetta said.

Power company Con Edison said its crews had been responding to complaints from a gas customer at an adjacent building at the time of the blast occurred.

Earlier, White House press secretary Tony Snow said there was no indication of terrorism. Heavy black smoke rose high above the building, creating a four-alarm fire, wedged between taller structures on 62nd Street between Park and Madison avenues, WCBS reports. Damage, including shattered windows, could be seen at one of the adjoining buildings. The building reportedly housed a beauty salon and Lt. Eugene Whyte said the building included two doctors' offices.
Yaakov Kermaier, 36, a resident in a building next door, said he was outside when he heard "a deafening boom. I saw the whole building explode in front of me." "Everybody started running, nobody knew what was coming next," he said. His nanny and newborn escaped from their next-door apartment unharmed.
Streets around the area were closed off to traffic as ambulances and rescue units responded just before 9 a.m.
Several hundred firefighters are on the scene, WCBS reports.
Witnesses told reporters that they heard a loud explosion, but it wasn't clear whether it was before or after the fire started. "It was a huge explosion and everything shook," Vivian Horan, an eyewitness, told WCBS. "It was terrifying. This whole building was just in pieces on the street." "I saw a huge explosion. I've never seen anything like it. I saw smoke, pigeons flying all over," a cook who worked in a neighboring building also told WCBS. "I saw the building shake." Dozens of onlookers stood behind police tape watching the smoke as it engulfed the sky.©MMVI, CBS Broadcasting Inc. All Rights Reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed. The Associated Press contributed to this report.
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Totally different energy in the CBS story, inn't there.
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One must understand that while I'm blogging the story is changing before my eyes.
As the myriad of perceptions come in. And as they take what it is they want to make a big deal about and cloud the story with corrupt emotion. Interesting.
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This is MSN:

Blast, fire takes down New York City building
Suicide attempt suspected; one person rescued under rubble


MSNBC staff and news service reports
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NEW YORK -
A four-story building in midtown Manhattan collapsed and burned Monday morning after what witnesses said was a thunderous explosion that rocked the neighborhood.

Firefighters dug one person, a doctor who owned the building, from the rubble about an hour after the blast, and two other people and a firefighter were taken to hospitals, Fire Department spokesman Jim Long said.

Fire Department Commissioner Nicholas Scoppetta said officials suspect the doctor, who was in critical condition, might have caused a natural gas leak in a suicide attempt. "It is possible it is a suicide [attempt]," he told WNBC.

Shortly before the blast, a utility crew had been in the building next door responding to a report of a natural gas smell.

The fire department described the collapse as a "major incident," declaring it a four-alarm fire and sending 170 firefighters to the scene.

The building included two doctors’ offices, and records show at least one apartment was in the building as well, Fire Department Lt. Eugene Whyte said. Authorities said a nurse who was supposed to open one of the offices arrived late, narrowly missing the explosion.

‘Everybody started running’

At least two people were under evaluation at a hospital after the collapse. It wasn’t immediately clear if anyone was still trapped inside the building, on 62nd street between Madison and Park avenues on Manhattan’s East Side.

Smoke rose high above the building, wedged between taller structures on 62nd Street between Park and Madison Avenues just a few blocks from Central Park.
Glass and splintered wood was littered across the block, and windows in a neighboring building were blown out.

Yaakov Kermaier, a resident in a building next door, said he was outside when he heard “a deafening boom. I saw the whole building explode in front of me.”
“Everybody started running, nobody knew what was coming next,” he said. His nanny and newborn escaped from their next-door apartment unharmed.

LOL Yaakov is mentioned in every story.

The LA Times :
6 Injured in NYC Building Gas Explosion
By ADAM GOLDMAN, Associated Press Writer8:16 AM PDT, July 10, 2006
NEW YORK -- A four-story building housing doctors' offices collapsed and burned in an apparent gas explosion Monday after what witnesses described as a thunderous explosion that rocked the neighborhood just off Madison Avenue. Six people were injured -- two passers-by, one person in the building and three firefighters, Fire Commissioner Nicholas Scoppetta said. He said the only occupant appeared to have been a doctor who owns the building and was rescued from the rubble.

This could have been an even worse disaster than it already is," Scoppetta said. Scoppetta said a gas explosion was the apparent cause. Power company Con Edison said its crews had been responding to complaints from a gas customer at an adjacent building at the time of the blast occurred. Earlier, White House press secretary Tony Snow said there was no indication of terrorism.

Yaakov Kermaier, 36, a resident in a building next door, said he was outside when he heard "a deafening boom. I saw the whole building explode in front of me."

The building on Manhattan's Upper East Side included two doctors' offices, and records show at least one apartment was in the building, Fire Department Lt. Eugene Whyte said. Authorities said a nurse who was supposed to open one of the offices arrived late, narrowly missing the explosion.

Heavy black smoke rose high above the building, wedged between taller structures on 62nd Street between Park and Madison Avenues just a few blocks from Central Park. Bricks, glass and splintered wood was littered across the block, and windows in a neighboring building were blown out.

Thad Milonas, 57, was operating a coffee cart across from the building when he said the ground shook and the building came down, said he helped two bleeding women from the scene. TV host

Larry King, who had been in a hotel room nearby, described the explosion to CNN as sounding like a bomb and feeling like an earthquake. "I've never heard a sound like that," King said.

Streets around the area were closed off to traffic as ambulances and rescue units responded about 8:40 a.m. The building is an upscale neighborhood where the 2000 Census put the median home price at $1 million. On one corner of the street is the high-end Luca Luca clothing store, and across the street is the French retailer Hermes.

And there ya have it. The LA Times makes sure to point out that this is where the RICH live.

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

Spaceweather News for 06 July 06

Photo credit: Philippe Vercoutter of Ypres, Belgium.

SOLAR RADIO: Giant sunspot 898 is splitting in two, sending shock waves through the sun's atmosphere and radio bursts toward Earth. Yesterday in New Mexico, radio astronomer Thomas Ashcraft recorded an impressive 18 MHz outburst: listen.

If you have a solar telescope, keep an eye on this sunspot. It has been active for days and shows no signs of quieting.

more images: from Philippe Vercoutter of Ypres, Belgium; from Pavol Rapavy of Rimavska Sobota, Slovakia; from Peter Paice of Belfast, Northern Ireland; from Gianluca Valentini of Rimini, Italy; from Jan Timmermans of The Netherlands.

RED vs. RED JR: The long-awaited collision between Jupiter's Great Red Spot and Red Jr is underway. So far, both storms are holding their own:


Closest approach "should happen late next week," says Philippine astronomer Christopher Go who has been tracking the storms's convergence. Although no one knows what will happen, researchers have offered some possibilities: Storm bands may peel off, forming new turbulent curly-cues. Red Jr might lose its red color, turning white. Or the two storms could pass unscathed and unaltered.
See for yourself: Jupiter is an easy target for backyard telescopes. It appears in the evening sky, popping out of the twilight about halfway up the southern sky: finder chart.

Oh Yes - I've been seeing Jup shining like a beacon for months now.

I'm very interesting.

Fascinating News Data

Well well well. It seems that today is the Prez's b'day. I didn't know he was also a Cancer.
That makes the energy of the situation even more full of conflict. A Cancer ruling a Cancer.

I purposely ignored the negative connotations of the month of Tammuz. I shouldn't have.

When the Schechinah is in exile, the soul yearns for the influence of the nuturing mother energy, and that is what is in exile.
I had one of my hysteric fits the other night. Oh Yes I DID DO.

I dreamed it out. It is still all about my father, about always having been criticized without positive reinforcement or positive sense of self.

This news story from BBC presents new data. I've never heard of anything like this before, and I've had experience with brain injuries {my father} and brain injury rehab wards.
It just shows how little we really know, and once again, a manifestation of the myriad.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/tyne/5144300.stm

Stroke gives woman foreign accent

A Geordie woman has apparently developed foreign accents after waking up following a stroke.

Linda Walker awoke in hospital to find her distinctive Newcastle accent had been transformed into a mixture of Jamaican, Canadian and Slovakian.

The 60-year-old may have Foreign Accent Syndrome, where patients speak differently after a brain injury.

The former university administrator says she hates what has happened to her and now feels like a different person.

Mrs Walker said: "My sister-in-law said that I sounded Italian, then my brother said I sounded Slovakian and someone else said I sounded French Canadian.

"But the latest is that I sound Jamaican, I just don't know how to explain it.
"Everybody is obviously hearing me differently.

I've lost my identity, because I never talked like this before. I'm a very different person and it's strange and I don't like it

"I didn't realise what I sounded like, but then my speech therapist played a tape of me talking. I was just devastated."

Researchers at Oxford University have found that patients with Foreign Accent Syndrome have suffered damage to tiny areas of the brain that affect speech.

The result is often a drawing out or clipping of the vowels that mimic the accent of a particular country, such as Spain or France, even though the sufferer has limited exposure to that accent.

The syndrome was first identified during World War II, when a Norwegian woman suffered shrapnel damage to her brain. She developed a strong German accent, which led to her being ostracised by her community.

Different sounds

Dr Nick Miller, a senior lecturer in speech language science at Newcastle University, said the condition could occur in patients who had suffered a stroke or other brain injury.

He said: "The stroke has affected the coordination between different muscle groups like the lips, tongue and vocal cords.

"The balance has been changed and certain sounds get distorted so vowels and consonants take on different sounds.

"Intonation is also affected so sometimes it will fall at the end of a sentence and sometimes it will rise."

Mrs Walker added: "I've lost my identity, because I never talked like this before. I'm a very different person and it's strange and I don't like it.

"It's very hard and I get very upset in my head, but I'm getting better."
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No More War. Sombody has to be the first to stop, and it ain't gonna be Israel. They just keep on bombing and bombing and bombing.
No More War is the Prelude to Peace
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

The Shuttle Launched




The Shuttle Launched (or did it) making a statement from The United States of America on Independence Day. What is the Statement? Danged if I know.

Here are my pics. You can only see the rocket fuel trail. I didn't feel any vibration from the lift off.
Remember the movie 'Capricorn One'? I tend to question what they're telling me.
During the time that the shuttle launched, the Twlight Zone episode was about 3 astronauts who were wiped from the memory of man.
Quntum synch rules.

Where am I as an Individual in the Scheme of Things.
Arthur Dent:" Whatever the Universe is doing to me I wish that it would stop."
I can relate.
All I want is to be loved by another human being person. All I want is for somebody to understand what I'm speaking.
Bless Gloria the old left winger whom I met during my trip. We both agree that there isn't any such thing as a young left winger.
The song that keeps playing through my subconscious today is "American Pie" by Don McLean.

A long long time ago
I can still remember how that music used to make me smile
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And maybe they'd be happy for a while.
But February made me shiver
With every paper I'd deliver
Bad news on the doorstep
I couldn't take one more step
I can't remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died
So bye-bye, Miss American Pie
Drove my chevy to the levee
But the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die
Did you write the Book of Love?
And do you have faith in God above?
If the Bible tells you so
And do you believe in rock 'n roll
Can music save your mortal soul
And can you teach me how to dance real slow
Well, I know that you're in love with him'
Cause I saw you dancin' in the gym
You both kicked off your shoes
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues
I was a lonely teenage broncin' buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died
I started singin
' bye-bye, Miss American Pie
Drove my chevy to the levee
But the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I dieT
his'll be the day that I die

Now for ten years we've been on our ownA
nd moss grows fat on a rollin' stoneBut that's not how it used to be
When the jester sang for the King and Queen
In a coat he borrowed from James Dean
And a voice that came from you and me
Oh, and while the King was looking down
The jester stole his thorny crown
The courtroom was adjourned
No verdict was returned
And while Lennon read a book of Marx
The quartet practiced in the park
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died

We were singing bye-bye, Miss American PieD
rove my chevy to the levee
But the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

Helter Skelter in a summer swelter
The Byrds flew off with a fallout shelter
Eight miles high and falling fast
It landed foul out on the grass
The players tried for a forward pass
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast
Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
While the Sergeants played a marching tune
We all got up to dance Oh, but we never got the chance
'Cause the players tried to take the field
The marching band refused to yield
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died

We started singing bye-bye, Miss American PieD
rove my chevy to the levee But the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I dieT
his'll be the day that I die

Oh, and there we were all in one place
A generation Lost in Space
With no time left to start again
So come on, Jack be nimble, Jack be quick
Jack Flash sat on a candlestick
'Cause fire is the devil's only friend
Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage
No angel born in hell
Could break that satan's spell
And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite
I saw Satan laughing with delight
The day the music died

He was singing bye-bye, Miss American Pie
Drove my chevy to the levee But the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news
But she just smiled and turned away
I went down to the sacred store
Where I'd heard the music years before
But the man there said the music wouldn’t play
And in the streets the children screamed
The lovers cried, and the poets dreamed
But not a word was spoken
The church bells all were broken
And the three men I admire most
The Father, Son and the Holy Ghost
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died

And they were singing bye-bye, Miss American PieD
rove my chevy to the levee But the levee was dry
And them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I die
This'll be the day that I die
They were singing bye-bye, Miss American Pie
Drove my chevy to the levee But the levee was dry
Them good old boys were drinking whiskey and rye
Singin' this'll be the day that I die

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Reminds me of my youth. When we thought that nothing could get worse, and that we could fix what was wrong.
We didn't fix it. And things are worse. Much worse. Definitely not better.
The Myriad is in danger. Collapse into the singularity is immanent.
Gloria agreed with me. What happens next will be beyond our wildest imaginations. And it ain't gonna be pretty. Nopers. It ain't.

Say what you will, criticize me all you want. I'm in a Twilight Zone Marathon.
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Here is the Wag the Dog. North Korea launched 3 nuclear missles today which 'failed' but landed in the Sea of Japan.
What in the Myriad are We Doing?
The response from the Bush White House is awaited. This gives cause for a pre-emptive attack by the U.S. We owe our soul to China. Not goodness on this day.
What is there to hold on to? Truth? Hope? Love? Beauty?

I had my burger on the grille for the 4th. I had it alone. I'm watching the Twilight Zone Marathon. I'm watching alone, as I have for the past 20 years or so.
Was I meant to be brought back?
My salvation is my Shana, my girl, who shows love to me. Unconditional love.
Ma doesn't understand. She was never alone.

And Bruce didn't play the stage. Can't get over that. I have trouble letting go.

A Futara to All.

I'm going to have to change
Peace
to
No More War
Somebody has to take a stand. Maybe that's my purpose here. To Take a Stand.
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Anger happens when the Schechinah is in exile.

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Oh yeah. And the State of New Jersey is shut down. They have no money, no budget, so Governor Corzine shut down the government. As of midnight tonight, no beaches open Down the Shore, no State Parks, No Atlantic City (hahahahaha) no government offices open, no summer school, no nothing. Maybe that's one of the reason's I'm being kept away from returning to my home state. Who the frall knows. Numme. I dunno.
I do know that I'm disgusted. The consciousness of the human condition disgusts me.

Remember
Don't forget to remember
If nuclear holicaust starts, it is the end. Ain't NO turning back.

Don McLean says it in his lyrics. Bruce Springsteen says it. We've been expecting the fire holocaust for a long time now.
Bruce also says ' ya can't do it alone' and ' somebody save me'.
Oy.

Cat kisses are soft and tickly. And whiskery.





The Myriad

The myriad of manifestation is what I'm musing upon.
Once again, everything becomes increasingly difficult.
Criticism abounds.
From the right, from the left.
Stay centered.
Breathe and go forward.

There is such endless variety in the forms of manifestations of physicality.
While hanging out in Atlantic City Airport for over six hours one week and one day ago {I've just crashed from my travels} I was able to gaze upon the variety of human beings. Every single person appears to the eye as a distinct individual. An incomprehensible array. No two people look the same or act the same or feel the same. From whence comes the sameness? From the same place as comes the infinite variety.

Criticism.
n
the act of criticizing {I love when the dictionary does that blah
faultfinding or censure
the art of judging the merits of anything
criticize
v.t.
to find fault with
to evaluate


To be what one is is to be a manifistation of the myriad.
Popeye "I yam what I yam".
We are all different, we each have our own special place within the myriad.
Constant criticism connects us to the corrupt consciousness that is corroding the completeness.

NASA is trying to make a statement by launching the shuttle today, July 4th, Independence Day, even though it is already broken.
I wonder if they'll launch? Last night on TV the NASA spokesman had Fear in his eyes.
"Fear's a dangerous thing it'll turn your heart black you can trust and take your God filled soul fill it with Devils and Dust " Bruce Springsteen.
I'm just an arm's throw away from Kennedy Space Center.
We'll see in a couple of hours.

Sci Fi Channel is having a Twilight Zone marathon.
Nothing has ever come close to Rod Serling's expressions, nothing.

Happy 4th of July
Independence Day for a country who is loosing her Indepence more with every passing day. We are a nation that was founded upon differences. Everything seems to have been forgotten.

Astrologically the U S of A is a Cancer. The sign of the Crab. The chet.
I'll muse on that for a while. It'll take my mind off.

I'm only seeking . That's all. Just a seeker.

Peace