Amalek

Today the News Media is starting to turn global public opinion against Israel.

Guess these are the 'structions condeereecee left.

Many are saying this is the beginning of WWIII. Many are saying this is The Apocolypse. Many are saying, 'this doesn't affect me'. The Extremist Organizations are saying that they will not stop fighting until the Nation of Islam controls everything from Spain to Iraq. The Battle for Jerusalem.

I don't know what to say.

I don't believe in war, but a war is.

And when any nation is saying that they want another nation wiped off the face of the earth, that's not good.

I'm at war myself. Internal war. Difficult to attach to that inner peace of the tet. So much chaos. Inner and outer. My soul aches and my brain is frying.

So many young men dying. My generation had the Viet Nam War. We lost our young men. Lots of them. So many wars. So much death. So much blood spilled.

When young men die
A piece of the consciousness of youth
dies.

I'm trying to start a joint Blog for Peace.
http://drops-of-blue.blogspot.com/
Anybody who believes in the consciousness of Peace can post.
If we get enough eloquent posts, we can submit it to CNN and other public media. They're all looking for pertinent blogs. If you would like to participate, leave me a comment.
This is a blog to send thoughts of love and peace into the world, not a forum for politics or religion. There have to be some eccentric existential esoteric eloquent peaceniks somewhere in bloggerdom.

Nobody I've emailed will respond. Nobody reads my blogs. I'm stabbing in the dark here.
One candle can light up the whole world.
So
I'm gonna go down fighting if I have to. See? Sometimes you've got to fight. Complacency doesn't work.

My personal life is all messed up. I need somebody to help me to clarify where I am with my financial problems. I can't get any answers. The lawyer situation is even worse than the doctor situation - it is so sub sub sub specialized that the client suffers. I need an underhanded lawyer. Really. I do.

I'm sick of being alone in this sick twisted world. It is beginning to wear on me.

Remember Amalek.
They're sneaking in behind.
We always forget to remember
At some point, it ain't gonna matter.

Oy to Av.
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I saw the crescent moon in the sky tonight, so Av is officially here for me.

I've just got to get a grip. Most probably the grip won't come until after the 9th of Av. No matter how much I fight it, that mourning energy seems to be in my cells. I wonder if it is a genetic disposition?