Saturn New Ring Discovered

The Cassini spacecraft has identified a faint, previously unknown ring circling the giant planet Saturn.
It appears to be composed of material blasted off the surface of two saturnian moons by meteoroid impacts.
The moons Janus and Epimetheus may be too small to hold on to dust kicked out by these impacts, so it escapes into space, spreading out into a ring.
The tenuous, wispy ring coincides with the orbits of these two moons, mission scientists noted.

Entire Story Here :
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/5368644.stm

Cassini has sent back some pretty impressive images.
I believe Cassini is AI.

I believe with every drop of rain that falls
A flower grows
I believe that somewhere in the darkest night
A candle glows

The Days of Awe
Awe is the space between the sephirot. During the Days of Awe which are the 10 days between Rosh Hashana and Yom Kippur, what is happening is that the awe, the spaces between the multi dimensionality of the sephirot, shrink. Therefore, the Supernal Realms are closer to the physical realms. Binah. I can feel a difference in the densitity of the pool water.
Everybody still thinks I'm crazy.
I'm beginning not to be able to handle it.
Oh G-d.
Awe.
I've been reading other Jew blogs. It seems that a lot of Jews have had strange experiences this Rosh Hashana. The state is that of balance, and the scale is being weighed.
The religious interpretations upset me. I'm being judged for my wickedness, and where the scales fall will determine whether I live for another year. That seems to be entirely fear based.
Scare 'em into life or something.

I'm not a happy person. I've never been a happy person. I am a good actress and I fool people well. What I am is an ultra-sensitive who has been forced into a type of isolated solitude because of her belief system. And lonliness because of lack of connections.
Connection to physical beings equates to loss in my own personal life because
that is the pattern of the cause and effect, and the affect of the effect of the cause on who knows from
whence
where
why.

I'm so full of love that it hurts me. I'm looked upon as a freakazoid because I live and think outside the box. The box isn't a good place for me to be. It killed me once.

The Days of Awe is the time when the space between the Supernal and the Physical shrinks.
The water is denser.
I know I'm repeating.
A Mantra for this period so I can somehow keep connected to what is happening in the universe.
Anthropomorphism of the G-dhead is a dangerous thing.
Here's what the Ari says about this period from kabbalaonline.org
""The world will continue to exist from year to year, the passage from old year to new year is still a critical nexus point. This is because the nature of the created universe is being determined at this time. The energy that powered the previous year is withdrawn and a new enerty is drawn down.. Since the creative energy that powers the world is being withdrawn to its source, there are no rules and everything is, in a sense, up for grabs. Evil can assert that it deserves to receive the new life force of the coming year especially in view of the record of its so-called rightful recipients during the previous year. Therefore, in order that the life force of the new year be drawn down as it should, that is, channedl mainly into holiness it is necessare to ensure that G-d is reminded of His original vision of Creation""

Maybe my ultrasensitivity is feeling the feathers weighing on the side of 'evil'.
Maybe it is my own inner fears.
Maybe it isn't anything.

Spaceweather.com says:
JUPITER & THE MOON: When the sun sets tonight, go outside and look southwest for the slender crescent moon hovering just below Jupiter. It's a nice way to end the day: sky map.

It is beautiful. The crescent was glowing gold tonight - forerunner of The Harvest Moon.

Maybe I can find somebody to communicate with.
Maybe I can't.
Maybe the light is guiding me.
I've decided I'm definitely moving back to Jersey to the 55+ communities in Ocean County. At least there I won't be so alone.

Bless Asha in her New Life. May she live long and prosper.
Bless my deluded friend even though he continues to treat me like I'm an outcast of society.
The tip of the yud gave me an insight and perspective that I've never had before. The adjustment is difficult.


The Lamed reaches us Upwards. The part of the Lamed which goes above the line is a yud. I believe in the Hebrew letters as vessels for energy. We are all vessels for energy. All sacred alphabets are vessels for divine energy. Before I made kabbalah and the study of kabbalah my main spiritual modality I was a runemaster.

The month of Tishrei is a Holy Month fot the Jewish People. All the news is talking about is that Ramadan is a Holy month for the Muslims. No interconnection is mentioned.

I'm cracking up. Maybe I'll crack into particles of stardust .
Maybe I'll go supernova.
I have an idea for a children's book.

Everything exists.