Disturbing Awakening
This morning at 5 AM I awoke suddenly and completely.
A total state of awake awareness does not usually come upon me in this way. I tend to stay in the in between zone for as long as I possibly can.
My first conscious thought was' something terribly catastrophic has happened.
A nuclear bomb has gone off. '
I lay in bed for a while trying to calm myself. Had I been having a dream? I didn't think so.
We all the cats ok? Yes. Was I ok? Yes. Except for an itch I assessed myself as being quite ok.
The pool light was on, no creatures. All quiet out front. Nothing going on here, in this house.
I ambled around for a few minutes, concerned about my waking thought. I hadn't thought in terms of energy, you see. I thought in terms of physicality. It could have been a major energy shift that my brain was interpreting as nuclear holocaust. Clenches Jaw. Whatever it was, it was not the feeling of peace comfort and fulfillment that surrounds me on the Sabbath. I even noticed when I was lighting the candles last night that I didn't feel it as intensly as usual but thought no more about it.
This morning I checked the headlines, even though it is the Shabbat of Shavuot. I don't do news on Shabbat.
However, this is something I needed to try to validate.
I found something that might correlate.
Twelve held in Canada terror raid
Twelve men have been arrested in Toronto on terror charges, Canadian police have confirmed. They are also holding five youths.
Police said the men were planning to commit a series of al-Qaeda-inspired terrorist attacks in southern Ontario.
They had obtained components used in bomb-making, including three tonnes of ammonium nitrate.
Officials said the group "posed a real and serious threat. It had the capacity and intent to carry out these attacks."
Ammonium nitrate is a commonly-used fertiliser.
"To put it in context, the 1995 bombing of the Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City that killed 168 people was completed with only one ton of ammonium nitrate," said Royal Canadian Mounted Police (RCMP) assistant commissioner Mike McDonnell.
"Our investigation and arrests prevented the assembly of any bombs and the attacks from being carried out," he added.
The RCMP and other government security agencies have been conducting a lengthy investigation involving 400 people.
I'm not going to go any further with it.
An energy shift occured in the quantum universe. That's about all I know.
and it didn't feel like
Shabbat Shalom
or
Peace
A total state of awake awareness does not usually come upon me in this way. I tend to stay in the in between zone for as long as I possibly can.
My first conscious thought was' something terribly catastrophic has happened.
A nuclear bomb has gone off. '
I lay in bed for a while trying to calm myself. Had I been having a dream? I didn't think so.
We all the cats ok? Yes. Was I ok? Yes. Except for an itch I assessed myself as being quite ok.
The pool light was on, no creatures. All quiet out front. Nothing going on here, in this house.
I ambled around for a few minutes, concerned about my waking thought. I hadn't thought in terms of energy, you see. I thought in terms of physicality. It could have been a major energy shift that my brain was interpreting as nuclear holocaust. Clenches Jaw. Whatever it was, it was not the feeling of peace comfort and fulfillment that surrounds me on the Sabbath. I even noticed when I was lighting the candles last night that I didn't feel it as intensly as usual but thought no more about it.
This morning I checked the headlines, even though it is the Shabbat of Shavuot. I don't do news on Shabbat.
However, this is something I needed to try to validate.
I found something that might correlate.
Twelve held in Canada terror raid
Twelve men have been arrested in Toronto on terror charges, Canadian police have confirmed. They are also holding five youths.
Police said the men were planning to commit a series of al-Qaeda-inspired terrorist attacks in southern Ontario.
They had obtained components used in bomb-making, including three tonnes of ammonium nitrate.
Officials said the group "posed a real and serious threat. It had the capacity and intent to carry out these attacks."
Ammonium nitrate is a commonly-used fertiliser.
"To put it in context, the 1995 bombing of the Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City that killed 168 people was completed with only one ton of ammonium nitrate," said Royal Canadian Mounted Police (RCMP) assistant commissioner Mike McDonnell.
"Our investigation and arrests prevented the assembly of any bombs and the attacks from being carried out," he added.
The RCMP and other government security agencies have been conducting a lengthy investigation involving 400 people.
I'm not going to go any further with it.
An energy shift occured in the quantum universe. That's about all I know.
and it didn't feel like
Shabbat Shalom
or
Peace
posted by VickeB | 10:11 AM
2 Comments:
I seem to be connecting to the Prhophet's visions which are the Haftorah reading for Shavuot.
Strange. Stranger things have happened I guess.
Check it out :
Haftarah for Shavuot (Second Day)
Habakkuk 3:1-19
This translation was taken from the JPS Tanakh
Chapter 3
1 A prayer of the prophet Habakkuk. In the mode of Shigionoth.
2 O Lord! I have learned of Your renown;
I am awed, O Lord, by Your deeds.
Renew them in these years,
Oh, make them known in these years!
Though angry, may You remember compassion.
3 God is coming from Teman,
The Holy One from Mount Paran. Selah.
His majesty covers the skies,
His splendor fills the earth:
4 It is a brilliant light
Which gives off rays on every side —
And therein His glory is enveloped.
5 Pestilence marches before Him,
And plague comes forth at His heels.
6 When He stands, He makes the earth shake;
When He glances, He makes nations tremble.
The age-old mountains are shattered,
The primeval hills sink low.
His are the ancient routes:
7 As a scene of havoc I behold
The tents of Cushan;
Shaken are the pavilions
Of the land of Midian!
8 Are You wroth, O Lord, with Neharim?
Is Your anger against Neharim,
Your rage against Yam —
That You are driving Your steeds,
Your victorious chariot?
9 All bared and ready is Your bow.
Sworn are the rods of the word. Selah.
You make the earth burst into streams,
10 The mountains rock at the sight of You,
A torrent of rain comes down;
Loud roars the deep,
The sky returns the echo.
11 Sun [and] moon stand still on high
As Your arrows fly in brightness,
Your flashing spear in brilliance.
12 You tread the earth in rage,
You trample nations in fury.
13 You have come forth to deliver Your people,
To deliver Your anointed.
You will smash the roof of the villain's house,
Raze it from foundation to top. Selah.
14 You will crack [his] skull with Your bludgeon;
Blown away shall be his warriors,
Whose delight is to crush me suddenly,
To devour a poor man in an ambush.
15 You will make Your steeds tread the sea,
Stirring the mighty waters.
16 I heard and my bowels quaked,
My lips quivered at the sound;
Rot entered into my bone,
I trembled where I stood.
Yet I wait calmly for the day of distress,
For a people to come to attack us.
17 Though the fig tree does not bud
And no yield is on the vine,
Though the olive crop has failed
And the fields produce no grain,
Though sheep have vanished from the fold
And no cattle are in the pen,
18 Yet will I rejoice in the Lord,
Exult in the God who delivers me.
19 My Lord God is my strength:
He makes my feet like the deer's
And lets me stride upon the heights.
For the leader; with instrumental music.
Taken from Tanakh, The Holy Scriptures, (Philadelphia, Jerusalem: Jewish Publication Society) 1985.
or else I'm just plain crackin
Post a Comment
<< Home